Last Night At Home…
Well tonight is my last night at home for about 4 months…
Tomorrow I will be sleeping in a hotel downtown and on Monday I will be in Fort Benning, Georgia if all goes according to plan…
I will be bound to Uncle Sam for about 3 years and 6 months…
Lord knows the emotions that are going through my mind and soul at the moment and this bottle of gentleman jack sure isn’t helping either…
Idk I guess I just wish I had more time to spend it with people and more time to do crazy shit, but then again these past 6 months have been the craziest in my life so I can’t really complain too much…
I have had my ups just as much as I have had my downs but I have had a hell of a time, and I have certainly made some major sacrifices in order to be in the position I am in…
My ultimate goal is to graduate from infantry basic training and school, and I am giving up so much right now that I can’t help but shed a tear for myself and wonder if shit would be different if I wasn’t leaving tomorrow…
Shit seems to deteriorate and come together just as I am about to go through one of the toughest things I will ever have to face in my lifetime, I feel weak but at the same time I feel strong and able to go through hell and back just to accomplish this goal that I have… I hate having to leave knowing that I have some unfinished business here, and I am sorry for dropping words but I am currently fucked up at the moment…
I wanna thank from the bottom of my heart everyone that has made this possible I couldn’t really have done it without y’all, all of my intentions and motives are pure and I know the Lord will walk by my side because of it…
I will hold you all close to my heart and mind and with that strength I will achieve and overcome all obstacles before me because I am strong and my will just like my faith, it’s unbreakable…
I wish I could continue writing but it might get long and boring and I’m just too fucked up to continue it…
I promise to not let you down but promise me that you won’t lose faith in me…
Sincerely,
Ed
